What do you think of me honestly?

Each person is a work in progress. Earning a degree is just the beginning. Go to school where ever you like. A school does not make you "the smartest in your graduating cl." As you get older, you'll find there are always people who know more about something than you do. To be successful in your field, your motivation should be to do the best you can do, never think that a degree is the end of learning, and relate to people. Some people throw their alma mater's name around like a frisbee. You can be proud of your school but you should be more proud of yourself if you give it your best. Good luck in your life choices.