I have a question about a strange and unusual phobia I have?

ataxophobia or atelophobia would be the technical name. I was diagnosed with enochlophobia, odc and amicabilite panic disorder when I was 15 so dont sweat it. If it really bothers you, there is CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) and/or medications for this. Talk to a parent and ask them to make a doctors appointment either way. A professional opinion is best. Good luck kiddo:)