Parents are divorcing but...Suicidal...?

I am so so sorry. :( I know I am not in your exact position but my parents fight and scream all the time too. I am the only one in my family who actually knows what is going on and cares. Please do not do anything to ruin your life. You are an amazing person who is going through something REALLY tough. I hope that everything gets better for you. The way I cope with my difficult situations is I talk it out. Obviously not with my parents or my other family but with a friend or someone I can trust. If you let it out it might help you feel relieved. I know you said talking to someone is out of the question but maybe that's what you should do. At least you are venting your problems here. There might be some people who leave rude comments but I know that it hurts to go through stuff like this. Stay strong and I really hope that everything goes okay. There are people who care and will listen. I hope I helped. :)